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May. 30th, 2008 | 01:11 am
music: go ahead -rilo kiley
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May. 20th, 2008 | 11:42 pm
this scholarship is given by the social studies department to honor bill o'connor's legacy and dedication in helping non-traditional, alternative and underachieving students"
at this point, the crowd busts out laughing and my eyes fall to the floor, my posture goes the shit and i just want to die.
they go on to say that i like drawing, music, etc, and being a part of the high school student newspaper.
FUCK THAT i AM that damn newspaper.
two people before me they said that my ex boyfriend dan is a co-editor of the newspaper when he's been to ONE meeting this year. ONE.
fucking christ.
but i got $223 dollars from it, which is going toward my lollapalooza fund, not college.
and tomorrow is my birthday, which i'm sure i'll blog about.
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You remind me of a firework, boy.
Mar. 4th, 2008 | 01:24 pm
mood: awake
music: sweepstakes prize -mirah
this morning a woman from oxbow called me wondering where the second part of application was. i had practically forgotten about wanting to go there for a semester. maybe i'll give it another shot, since she was so nice to call. i really can't see myself getting accepted into this semester long art program in northern california, or being able to afford it, though.
we'll see.
(c'mon central, accept me!)
and i still need to apply to good, old nmu.
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Please don't confront me with my failures, I have not forgotten them.
Feb. 25th, 2008 | 12:18 am
mood:
sick
music: these days -nico
on the other hand, i'm excited that diablo cody won for best original screen play. for some reason it seemed more appropriate to say "i'm cute that", because that's how i feel, but alas cute isn't a like... feeling or whatever part of speech excited is, for some reason.
there were other things i was disappointed about but i like haven't seen any of the movies so i won't complain. the only other thing i will say about the academy awards is that there is NO way that no country for old men is that good. i plan to see it so that i have a more accurately based opinion, though.
by the way, i'm really sick and i want to surgically remove or like paralyze my throat and breathe from a tube for the rest of my life. ack, not really, that was ugly of me to say. :(
dan's way sicker than i am and is actually like dying and i feel really bad that i'm sick too and like, stealing his sick thunder.
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Feb. 5th, 2008 | 11:09 pm
mood:
uncomfortable
music: what? -mount eerie
i remember recently that i love the song "goodbye hope" by mount eerie but it's nowhere to be found.
also i loved the song "neutral milk hotel" by the gifted children; before my computer crashed it was my most played song on itunes. that's no where to be found either.
so if you can find any of those things or create an arranged marriage between myself and phil elverum, that would be greatly appreciated.
in other news, i think that someday if the person i wanted to marry was a dog person, i could deal with that. i would just make them get me a black lab puppy and we'd name it detective benson and live happily ever after.
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todostyle69 (11:34:10 PM): i hate the world today
Feb. 4th, 2008 | 11:32 pm
mood:
flirty
music: EEEAAASSSEEE BAAACCCCKKKKKK -the octopus project
that blink 182 song that is titled either "miss you" or "i miss you" just came on shuffle it and reminded me of someone i know telling me that they hate that song because it sounds like he's saying "you're just the voice instead my ed." lol i can't remember who said that though. i think it was dan.
i fricken love blink 182.
i don't know how big that will show up because i don't like understand livejournal yet. but it will get bigger if you like, click on it maybe.
nothing of interest happened to me today.
i slaved with entonio over his grad party posters. god damn, we were both so fugly in middle school. lol
then we decided that words that are supposed to end with "es" when pluralized are really, really funny when they're just ending with an "s", such as "benchs". rofl
it's like still really funny to me. lolol
ew, i'm stupid.
and then dan came over and told me again about how every he knows like, talks shit about how trashy and gross and drunk and slutty i am? which i think is so wonderful and true and everything! and how sweet of them to talk about me without even knowing me!!!!11 <3 <3 <3
so that like, pissed me off. i mean, fuck that; i'm a really good person.
and i fucking hate that dan buys into all that stuff he hears and thinks it like defines me. he should know better. seriously.
uhh, to end things on a lighter note though....
eh, i've got nothing.
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Somehow I've lost my mind.
Feb. 3rd, 2008 | 10:54 pm
mood:
curious
music: piazza, new york catcher -belle and sebastian
kyle's laptop wouldn't let me update my livejournal.
kind of like how my computer won't let me write on anyone's wall or update my status.
so for all practical purposes, pretend my facebook status is "olivia is home home home."
i went to that fucking mall in ann arbor four times throughout the course of three days, but that's really my only complaint of the trip.
i'd like to take a second to make note of the girl that i saw crying with her shoes off while being searched by several police officers in alex's dorm.
okay.
wtf, this like blatantly country song just come up on shuffle and i don't know what it is.
deeelete.
the concert was bad ass.
i have a few videos.... but i don't know how to put them on livejournal.
i don't have any of alanis, but i have one of matchbox singing "she came in through the bathroom window" because i like peed my pants because it's one of my favorite beatles songs.
alanis played "you oughta know", "hand in my pocket", "you learn" and "ironic", all from jagged little pill. and i didn't recognize anything, but it doesn't seem like she played that many songs that i didn't know, so i guess she must not've played very long.
she did play part of "my humps", you know, by fergie ferg and i frantically tried to call people to let them listen, but no one picked up.
when she played "ironic", she changed the line "it's like meeting the man of my dreams, then meeting his beautiful wife" to "beautiful husband" and it was totally badass. i bought one of her shirts. :)
maaatchbox played "real world", "long day", "3AM", "push" (as part of their encore), "back 2 good" and "hang" off of yourself or someone like you, which is my favorite cd of theirs. and then... damn, i don't think they played anything off of mad season, not even "mad season" which is kind of a big song of theirs. weird. they played "disease", "unwell" (as part of their encore), "bright lights", "downfall", "soul", "the difference" and maybe a few other songs from more than you think you are. they opened with... ugh what's that gay song that was on the radio all summer... "how far we've come". i called greg during it because he's gay and likes that song. ;D
lahahal. yeh, so that was fun. yourself or someone like you and jagged little pill were my favorites cds like five years ago, and still in my like, top twenty.
and how that concert compares to the others i've been to is.... i would say it is number two to mirah. followed by probably dashboard, then sugar ray, then luda, then tom petty and pearl jam, then... oh, but styx was good because i was front row. i don't know. and then america and simon and garfunkel and counting crows all take the bottom three spots. rofl
we got back to town in a miraculous 6.5 hours, with two pee/gas breaks.
it's good to be back. i missed dan and alicia and tone and greg and everyone. and i love kyle, but i could puke if i saw him right now. haha
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Feb. 1st, 2008 | 07:46 pm
mood:
full
i was in this restaurant in ann arbor, on campus, i guess, kind of, and there was this rest room so i'm like okay i have to pee so i open the door and there's like, this awkward staircase. so i'm like okay and walk down it. and then there's this like dim hallway with a bunch of posters on the walls and at the end, really awkwardly placed, there's the ladies room. it was totally misleading, and i loved it.
alex you should go find it. :D
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Feb. 1st, 2008 | 12:27 am
mood:
tired
music: blow out -radiohead
my back hurts and i'm really tired and me and kyle are watching my big fat greek wedding.
we ate at outback steak house and it was really good.
kyle and i are snuggling in a bed right now in a fancy smancy hotel room.
they have good smelling shampoo.
weeeellllll...........
i don't really have much else to say, but i'll keep you posted.
oh i almost forgot:
i went pee in this bathroom today and on one stall wall it had a chalk board, that i, duh, wrote my name and the date on, and on another wall it had a van gogh print (sunflowers, to be specific) and then in the corner of the BATHROOM STALL there was like, a pot of fake sunflowers.
i really really loved it.